This is who I am. This is what I do. I don't want any help.
Not from any of you.

I am my own person. True to myself only.
I lie, cheat and steal.
You have a problem?
Fucking deal.

I decided that it's time to start living my life.
Not the way everyone thinks I should.
I have no care for a single soul,
no love for a single person.

Nothing to dedicate myself to, only me.

This is the true me coming out.
The one I hide. The one you love because he
is always so nice and sweet.
The guy who can make you laugh no matter the circumstance.

Screw that, it's over. I have given up almost twenty one years to being a slave to people.
ALways worrying about who is and isn't my friend.
Wondering if I will get into a fight that day based on my beliefs and temper.

As much as I keep those things in check, it is still inevitable.
No more playing nice with others.
You have a problem? Screw you, there are a million more of people just like you. People whom follow all the rules life throws at them. I refuse to become just another person in this world.

I shall be great. Give people a reason to remember my name.
Caring not wether they curse me or love me.
It matters not, for I shall do what I wish to do.
And that is make my mark upon this world.

Screw your ideas, screw your beliefs.
Screw you. The nice guy is dead. Too long have I held back.
It is time to face the world. Time to give the world some of the bullshit back that it gave me growing up.

No more fake smiles. No more laughing at dumb jokes. No more feeling uncomfortable in the presence of other's whom seem greater than I am. Fuck off. We all put on our pants one leg at a time right?

Let us see how far one can get on a single minded determination. Not with the goal of pleasing himself, or others. But to make himself as great as he can be. To throw reality in the face of all the fuckers that hit and kicked me growing up. To the fuckers that still talk to me like I am worthless.

This is my mission statement.

I have nothing, and the world is working against me.
It always has. But the weird thing this time.
I am not going to cower and let people walk all over me.
It is time to stand up. Time to be heard. Time to make a difference.

Time for me to live my life, as if I was doomed to die tomorrow.